somedays

some days the orange juice goes bad,
but, darling, it's the only thing i have.
i don't want to get out of this mess,
but i have all of these feelings to confess.

some days i'm just no good.
i wish i loved you like you wish i would.
i'm so apathetic i can't be real.
i don't even have a heart for you to steal.

some days the rain comes down.
it saturates through this tired town,
and i'm still here, lonely in my full size bed
there's no reason to explain the tears i've shed

some days i think of you,
mostly your faults, nothing new.
things with us will never be the same.
this life we live is really fucking lame.

some days are colder than others,
but it'll be different tomorrow.
give me back my winter coat,
the last thing i'll ever let you borrow.

some days.