i'm the best friend that i have

I'm slowly beginning to realize that the only person to depend on in life is myself. Once I become completely comfortable with myself, life will be easier to live. Maybe not easier, but at least it will have more direction. People too heavily base their lives on the relationships they have between other people. Human beings are not the only things on this earth. I can more easily relate to the blooming tree outside than most of man kind. We're so absorbed in ourselves that we forget about the rest of the world. Open your eyes.

is it even home anymore?

Should I find it sad that you don't hold anything for me anymore? There's no reason to go back. There's nothing there for me anymore - except memories. You were once my home, but I can't stand you anymore. We had a good bond when it lasted. You raised me to be the person I am today. It's just ironic how that person doesn't want to stay. I'm sure you understand. I spent eighteen years of my life with you, and I can't honestly claim that I don't miss you sometimes. But as we all know, people change. I need to get out and explore this world we all share. You served as a good starting foundation for my life, but now I'll say, goodbye my friend.

less than perfect storm

The lightning translates to static on the radio. I watch from the back seat of the truck as it illuminates the dark sky. I'm reminded of the lightning party we held in the park last spring - to think it's almost been a year.

I long to be out of the truck with my back on the ground, looking into the darkness. I won't need an umbrella, let the rain drops soak my pale skin. I'll wake to the early sun light drying me, warming me back to life.